Kissings Disease....lolz... :D :P ;)

Another day at college started pretty lazy....thanx to the soring sun,was brighter then usual..was tired before i got up from bed (:S)... >>FAST FW>> some how managed to attend the first two hours...had got one of my papers of the internals that were just held..okies it was a fail :( :(..had got an other paper ,passed by 1 mark :D ......

Had totally made up my mind to bunk the next 2 hours of freaking lab...some how  forced myself to Goooo...woakies...the intresting part being,we were introduced to an intresting disease.."KISSINGS DISEASE" (i bet u must have not heared of it before!!!)...lolz...yea u get it rite....now this is something that is observed in 90% college going and adolescents students..casued by some weird micro-organisim Epstein Bar Virus (EBV for short)...it is caused normally after a "DATE" that must have mostly involved ahhhhh intimate kissing or something ;) ...the organisim spreads mainly through saliva. symptoms widely include Sore throat, Fever,Enlarged Lymp Nodes(glands),Exhaustion(lasts upto several months) and something something....heheheheheee...class was pretty intresting indeed..glad that i did not missed it :D :D :D...it was the first lab class in this entire academic year that i guess had actually payed attention in the class..!!!!! INTRESTING , AIN'T IT???????????

Rest of the day had gone unnoticed...did not have a clue of anything else :S :S.....rite now sipping on MY glass of coffee..having record-breaking plans for the evening which would uneventful not turn out that well... coz if itz simply put together in one word ..it would spell something as "STUDYING"..! That should say everything i guess..kind of exhausted ,naaa i am not suffering from kissings disease ;) :P ...signing of for now..take good care..Masalam...bbye byee...GOOD EVE!!!

What a BEE STING can do???

lolz....yep i have been laughing my stomach off for almost an hour when a bee tried to share a part of it's sting with my sweet romie...heheheheee....i knoW i should be helping her out but i just could not stop myself from laughing till i could hold my breath and see her screaming on the top of her voice...she sounded like a stampede of dino's through a thick forest..hehehheee...she'z really gonna kill me if she reads this post..well getting back to her sting..and we had to  immediately rush her to the hospital as the sting had already swollen and it practically appeared as if she was suffering from goitre in her leg(she was bit at her leg by the bee..tz y).but before we could rush her to the hospital-  we actually thought to try some Hands-On-experiment on her and yep we successfully removed the sting from her leg.just we could not figure out what to do with the swelling.. :)...at the hospital after almost an hour she was discharged with a bill of Rs.250 worth medicines that she has to take for 5 days or something with an extra bonous offer of double dose injection............duh....and in the midest of all this, our frend 'savan' had eventually showed up jus to wish my romie "ALL Z WELLLL:...what could have made her more irritated then being wished "all z well" in the middle of all the deadful pain .. : D : D..that poor thing was screaming in pain...well now everything is fine...she'z fast asleep already ..thanx to the sedative given by the doc....the highlight of the evening being that, I had been out of the hostel past 10 pm..i mean ya itz kool,hanging out wid shahi and savan after 10 in the night outside the casualty ,enjoying the cold breeze...hmm....coz it is a thing that none of the hostelites would have ever even dared to imagined....well thanx to the bee sting....lol.......had been a Looong day...tooooooooo  tired to think what plans for the weekend...just goin with the flow... Masalama fellas...have a great sleep....GOOD NYT....SHUB RATIR...SHABA KAHIR......................................Spread love....CHEERZ.. !!!! and ya HAPPY WEEKEND!!!!!!!!!!!!!

okies...afternoon fellas...have been recently trying out different templates for the past 1 ...yep...100000's of them i guess,each template lasting for 4-5 hours or something...somehow managed to settle with this template..hoping that i don;t change it for atleast 1 day...ya atleast a day....hope u guys like it.... : D...Just back from college and in no mood of attending afternoon session which actually does not mean that i would be skipping...i am ovously attending it...kind of attendence shortage. I really wish it was like farmvilli or mafia world or something where i could just post up everythin i need and i would get donations..lolz...God knowz wad i am blabbering...i would owe this rubbish due to the hunger state i am in now..  : P...okies...off to lunch..bbyeee....great day guyszz.... In b/w itz my younger sisters b'day...tones of b'day wishes to u gal....really missing fighting wid her..hmmmmm                                                                                                                                (p.s..tones of blessings u way little sissy..may Allah shower u wid the choicest gifts of heaven..)                                                                                                                                     GOOD NOON...MASALAMA..

My PATH To Success.....

Okies….now here is a post that is specifically dedicated to my passion..hmm to put it in correct words..a passion now lost.. ya….this post is solely dedicated to some of my stuff my memories about planes..Airliners..Gliders…and wadever related with it and only it…

Okies this craziness actually started when I had just complete by 10^th CBSE examination and was off to india for a vacation..well I had already made my choice of subjects for my higher secondary.. which included biology, physics, chemistry and home science…getting back to the vacation point..  during my flight from sharjah via muscat to india I fell totally in love with the art of flying an wide-bodied aircraft..hmm.. fell more in love with it when I flew back from india to sharjah… had nothing else going on in my mind on my entire vacation other than flying flying and flying ...those two flights have a great role..while I was coming back, had got a chance to peep into the dark cockpit..it was a night flight and it was and awesome cockpit…words are less to describe the feeling I felt for it…The First Officer seat was the first thing that I wanted  badly in my entire life…ya..that was it..i wanted it now…I wanted it then..i wanna be in that cockpit…….”excuse me dear, can I be of any help to u ??” a sudden voice from back gave a break to my flying dreams…was back in my seat all buckled up...but still my entire thought still stuck in that cockpit…every button on the operator board..Every sign of it…every blink of the green and yellow lights.. Every sign drawn carefully was embedded in my head thoroughly…was so excited of the entire trip that I could hardly close my eyes and sleep….

As soon as the plane landed, I knew clearly what I wanted.. what i wanted to be…yea that’s it.. A PILOT…I wanted to be known as CAPT. Nadia.. Lolz… Hmmmmmmmmm…. I decided to let my mom and dad know about this.. I tried changing my stream into maths and science .. Luck played its part here…unfortunately did not get seats … still I did not give up…though I was a home science student and not a Maths student..had made dreams of bubbles that had every probability of bursting even with the slightest touch of the wind…my thoughts were brittle but strong…. I never left hope.. I collected every pic of planes I got…every information of any air crash I knew, I had, any documentary of airplanes,I was on it, and thing and everything…I was literally breathing with their thoughts…I had made a scrap book of my own ,with my entire collection of pix pix and pix of planes and what not….had made bundle of files that held my passion together…I dug up the entire history of WRIGHT BROTHERS…I spent hours on it together and never got bored for a second..never felt sleepy doing anything of this…my home was near and airport…I never missed any plane that passed by.. The nights were exceptional… Obviously I was sleeping…gradually my dad noticed me and my growing passion for aviation but never encouraged coz he knew it was not a field for me.. Now I don know wad made him say that but ya eventually he turned out to be true…soon after my 12^th boards…I inquired about every aviation college in India as well Dubai..i thought of taking up maths as my subject for an other year after my 12^th just so that I could make it up to the requirement list..i was almost ready to give up everything for my passion ….had even cried myself to the edge of getting sick and running myself..ya I know itz silly…but I could not find any way out..

My entire school was aware of my passion including the staff …many were almost sure that I would make it to a pilot training college. .many friends even guided me..and I loved all the support and care I got…but the support and encouragement I wanted from my home.. Alwayz lacked…but my sis did..well she was innocent and she really cared for it..she would in fact inform me of every bit that she could collect about anything….

I even have a thing for PILOTS :D..lolz…well I don’t really think I wanna xplain this part..itz just something that I always wanted to be, to own a  CPL… Every time i go to the airport .. ahhh …my heart goes flat to see any pilot coming out of the terminal.. I just can’t move my eyes of him. :D.. hehehehehe… I don’t know..its jus natural…its kind oooffffff…….i-wanna-be-u kind of thing…I envy many of them ofcoz…but I adore them a lot more than envy…heheheheee..

Itz alwayz the cockpit that fascinated me….itz entire operating system and all...the ability to operate the minute functions of every part of the huge body is simply marvelous…The seats between the two wings of the aircraft are actually the strongest part of the plane as well as the dangerous part of the plane..Reason for STRONGEST- supported by wings on either sides…reason for DANGEROUS-supported by wings on either sides…

The wings make that area strong and increases 40% chances of survival in any air crash….the presence of wings on either side also makes itz equally dangerous due to the presene of the engines that cary the fuel.. The Fuselage..…lolz…

My latest craze is for the AIRBUS A380 , million minds put together –comes a double decker plane..itz first commercial flight was on 25^th October 2007…(that was the year I was in 12^th and almost had made up my mind for entering into aviation..) the first delivery was made to Singapore airlines…has an awesome  flight deck…engines- Rolls Royce Trent 900…The main rival of AIRBUS ,BOEING had also unveiled its 747 dreamliner version..hmmm the dreamliner was also a major success but less compared to the AIRBUS…well the AIRBUS has every quality to qualify above any other aircraft….hmmmmmm..lol..i was equally mad for both of them… :D

I better stop I guess…some body better stop me before I jus go on and on…right now I am a BDS student since 2 years..and it was pretty hard to get adjusted to something that was totally unexpected and it was something I was not at all ready for…medical field was  totally out of the blue and CHENNAI??????? No way?? Not in this life..never…it was no were near to what I had thought…it dosent even come in the question…I had not even considerd it in my college choosing process....when the time actually came to exactly choose my career ,my mom and dad took all the decisions .. I had kind of lost my sense of distinguishing between what I wanted and what I needed ..i just ended up giving up my passion…well, speaking of now..i guess I have kind of adjusted into the path of dentistry, though not completely..somewhere deep down in me have given rest to my passion..have learnt to give up things that don’t actually work out..have learnt that no matter wad u think,wad u plan,wad u wanna do, it’s all planned for u already by someone else…have learnt to trust and believe in someone’s decisions…have learnt how to live for others……………though I have  given rest to my passion and buried my thoughts deep down somewhere, my heart still flies away when I see a group of cockpit crew moving around..when I see a huge plane fly over my head…when I hear something about them…everything comes all alive as if it was never gone…………………………………….. : D

Learning to Catch up...

Elo guys....eveing almost...the weather getting horrible by the second....almost tanned. (:S)..college going HECTIC- HECTIC- HECTIC (mind the size) hardly anytime to even breath..damn i have been skipping my lunch for almost a week successfully (:S) mom would surely get an attack with this if she would get to know...... somebody give a piece of mind to the screwed- up -jackass(principal)...he needs a life and i guess he better learns it from me..(i dont have a great life either but i guess itz better then HIS) before itz too late and the world comes to know that he's screaming on his bed with his broken body shouting at the top of his voice "Give me some sunshine..Give me some rain....Give me an other chance i wanna LIVE UP once again... "                                                                                             Day had been awsomly rocking with running around the college like maniacs...oh ya had a quiz in pharmacology(it was supposed to be a 40 marks viva.) lolz..nywyaz we had our time..had great fun interacting with the faculty for the first time i guess in 8 months...its almost an end to an other academic year which means i would soon be in 3rd yr and have a fresh batch of juniors all over again and the ragging session and bla bla bla....Technically speaking,end-of-year also literally  means Last- minute -submissions, Projects,Assignments,Portion completion,Internals and wad not shit......                                                                                                                                    Shahi has left for her so called mini-vacation..ahhh it actually lasts for 2nights and 1 day stay at her Home-Sweet-Home : D..bonous offer includes trips to not-so-well-known groceries ( Ovsly to purchase things for us...hehehahahahha..."I KNOW I AM BAD " : D :D )....                                                    Have been thinking on a particular SHOOT-OUT list. Ya, Have eventually made a list that includes all those shit-heads whom i would love to gun down........."WILL BE OUT SOON"( I M EVIL,  MUHHHAAAAAA )                                                                                                                               Right now trying to figure out the head and tail of my record..have a submission date on the first day of the next week...to put it in straight word MONDAY( Gals have a weird tendency of twisting things...  : D)                                                                                                                                                                Okies fellas....Bon Appetit..have great fun over the weekend....take loads of care...and ya in between the heading of this post was a random thought..."Mingled Mind" u c..hmmm trying to catch up wid things lately...till next tym..sionara...Masalama...Astalavista.."ALL WILL BE WELL " ..... :D....CHEERZ..                                                                                                                (P.s...love u friends for being with me alwayz..just to  let u all know..LOVE U ALL...mwah!!!! )

My Soul Finds Peace In Him......... :D

My angel..my younger bro…Muatassim…itz an arabic name which means "Handsome". He was born on 23 May 2006….the only soul for whom I actually can give up anything ..anything on earth just to see him smile and laugh and giggle and roll on the floor laughing and anything and everything…..just for him….

Well his initial days on this planet were  supposed to be with my mom..but since my mom was working she was not able to spend quality  time with him which eventually ended in me and my dad spending time with him… I was in 9^th when this actually happened….totally incapable of obviosly handling a minute soul in my hands…my dad too was seldom around..he was more than a friend with us…showing me how to handle him.…now that was a lesson well-learnt…but still…at that age I was an arrogant brat…full of all those angel lyk sweet girl transforming into a rebellious tenneger and all…already had other things to bother about then to think of how to handle a baby…com’mon give me a break…..this was me at time….

But at  times the feeling when his small…white..beautiful..soft …fingers used to curl around my huge fingers..it was heaven…when his soft hands used to touch me cheek ..it was marvellous…when he  screams out in anger at the top of his voice…arrrgggghhhhh…..i just cant stop laughing :D hahahahahaha…when he gets up from his sleep and hear him call out my  name the first in his sweet own language…awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww….my heart melts off…when he runs from the washroom after a bath for a towel shivering….lolz…when he troubles badly for something he gets on my nerves,  that’s a different case that when  he wants something,it was me who he used to call out… when he’s really sleepy to go to school….when he is really not in the mood to eat anything to when he’s in the mood of having just and just KFC and nothing else…when he brings up a fight with me for a bar of snickers what he calls as “HARD CHOCATE”…….when he wants pepsi in the place of milk at night…..when I put him to sleep at night and all his  wonderful fantsies coming up alive…..when he pleads to hear the twinkle twinkle rhymes…when he teaches me how to cook according to his taste…when he asks me to feed him food..when he asks me to drop him till  his bus…when he tightly hugs me, when he returns from school and shows me his unfinished tiffen to see me irritated..lllloolllzzzz..when he holds on to me tightly when he is scared of the darkness,when he plays in the mud and water and returns to show me how dirty he is and asks me to shower him and ya I almost forgot….he just cant stop blabbering about this girl Dapheny in all his unique words …lolz….his first gal I suppose… hehehehehehahahahaha ….man….he is an total angel for me…he has the total power to make me cry with his innocent smile !!!!!               

Staying in chennai all away from him gave me a kind of realief initially as I thought that I would be able to be away from daily responsibilities …but it was then that I realized how much I missed him more than anything I could ever miss … everytime I see a kid in the hospital of his age….it would just bring back all those memories of time I had spent with him,many a times with tears in my eyes…every moment I had spent with him was something I would always cherish more than anything….

The most painful things related to him was when I was in 10^th and he was 1 and half years old..he had actually fractured his arm due to me…it was pretty uneventfull..i can never fogive myself for doing that to him..to put him in such a pain . I still remember his screams and his red eyes sreaming in pain…those moments are still clear in my mind….i could not stop crying that entire day. I had not even gone near him for the next 1 week ..it was only for my dad when he said me that “Nadia,nunu(muatassim) is asking for u for the past 4 days…why r u not holding him….he want’s u to put him to sleep..go don’t keep him waiting……go….and about the previous incident its totally fine….u r my daughter and I am glad to have u..i must be the happiest dad on earth……. :D “ now that gave a smile on my face with tears in my eyes…could not wait to go to him to hold him again in my hands…. :D :D :D :D :D………………..

The most special moment with him was when I used to take him out to the swings and my home being near to the airport we could see the airplanes take-off and land very very clearly..and he was aware of all my favourites –the planes being the most important of all- he would give a flying kiss to every plane that passed by just to see me smile and would ask me to do the same….some moments are never forgetable and these especially are not at all….                                                                                                                

I was 17 when I left home and am here…now almost 19 and he is I guess 4..wow…just cute small 4 years..with the innoncence as pure as crystal water…though he mostly does no understand what I blabber most of the time he still listens peacefully to every word I say looking at my lips trying to guess what shit I am putting him into..still he jjjuuusssstttt listens without any comments…hehehehehe…and I guess thatz what actually I want…just someone to listen…I am not asking for comments or solutions just a part of u r time and hear me out…and he does that perfectly well… :D ;D…..

Cant spend a day without thinking about this lovely soul that my parents gifted me, my elder bro, my sis-MY BROTHER….ya my sweetheart………………………………………………

Lov ya Angel….mmmwwwaaahhhhhh!!!!!!

(p.s little sissy and gangsta bro-lov u both 2 but a bit less than nunu.. :P :P….hehehehe….)

: D

Giving it a start again..... :)

Ay Ay friends....last day of the first week of the 3rd month ... viola..have successfully completed 2 months ...3rd month running ..  : D........*phew* *phew* (since when did it get so hectic....  ;P)

Just done with m 2nd internals this week.....screwed up all four theory papers big time...just to mention not waiting for any of my papers back....i don really want them actually....hehehehehe....

Practices starting from next week .. Monday .. 9:30 am sharp.. [ :) wishes required..... lolz..]..as if it ever bothered me....ahhhh...on second thoughts...oh ya it does at timesssss..... *whine*......itz the question of my "HALL TIKET"

My lab work as usual still hanging midway..:S.....CRAP...what the hell am i talking about here...

chuck chuck chuck.....chuck everything....

okies...in between was thinking of changing my blog HTML...guys any suggestion would be highly appreciated.....have ran out of thoughts eventually....want something exotic...something witty..something spiced up...a mixture kind of....somethinggggggg ahhhh...com'mon make ur minds run..hehehehehehe...

 This month have many b'days coming up..not to forget m own sis...yea even my cousin sis's b'day just went by...3 friends celebrated their b'day last week....2 more are coming up next week....wow.....!!!!! ya now that accounts to a huge number of gift...well that even accounts for a good number of treats....hehehehehe...*wicked*.....

Have plans of going home in may..i really hope that at least this time it works out...just want a chane to runaway from  this place....

Holi just went by...it was pretty sad to now about the Annamalai incident...9 student lost their life...could not stand it....com'on it was just a festival...what the damn freak was the big deal if the authorities had given them a day leave...just-one-day-leave, there would have been no need to give a 15 days offf now..... 

well...had even heard of the SRM jhamela....hmmm... don actually know clearly about this thing  but heard about some kind of  fuss going on between the northis and southis ...i mean ..gosh...guys whats wrong with the youngsters...it would'nt be longer when southis and northies would ask for seperate countries and kick the shit out of eachother and all....no more...no more of this thing....friends please get back to normal....itz totally insane and pathetic.....

hmmm hmmm hmmmm....anywyas.....plans of sleeping for the rest of the evening...ya afterall had attended the internals this week....didn't have a proper sleep...lolz...k fellas....Gud eve..spread LOVE.....have a great weekend.....love u all..bbyyeee..

MASALAMA!!!!

just a peep!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D

hey friends!!!! been ages i have actually written something over here...almost the end of the second month of this year,well it still seems new year has just went by and in a blink of an eye the months are rolling on....... never mind...

Life going hectically fast,not able to catch up with anything going around,studies being and entirely different part of the story..bla bla bla.....don't know what to write actually....holidays starting only on may 15 and can't stop dreaming of getting back home...getting back to eveything i never wanted to leave...but before that have to clear my internals coming up next week....everything plainly seems  Greek and Latin .... books are staring back at me!!!! 

okies this was supposed to be a *just a peep* post...lolz....coz  i am actually running out of thoughts ya just have lost the god damn pace.... wad ever!!!!i reallllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllly even doubt if anyone even reading this shit....whine whine whine....

Not in a mood to write anything...good night fellas...

ALL Z WELL

MASALAMA!!!!

Knock Knock !!

Evening friends....yea i know its almost time to say night.. never mind..!!! wishing every soul out there a very HAPPY 60TH REPUBLIC DAY.!!!!..I guess i would be the last person wishing ...lolz....actually the mere essence of this glad day has already been lost...if it would be valentine's day or just new year..messages would be pouring on from a week before....telecommunication companies would charge for their messages if it would be some kind of festival or valentines or new year or whatever...can't actually blame anyone for this!!!!

okies...Day had been great..kind off did some productive work after a good long time [:)]....got up at 5 something...yea u heard it right..have got into this habit of going for a morning walk [:)]..itz awsome...either with friends or alone...its calm..its quite and i love it jus to see the sun rise..those early morning tea stalls..early morning talks,god knows who is blabbering what...lol.....and since today being the great day had a small flag hosting ceremony-attended it-back hostel-worked on my poster,and just i know what all crap i have put into it...it has my efforts though..lol-finished it by 4 in the evening [:S] -then slept - did not at all feel to have dinner (hmmmmmmm....some people have come to certain conclusions about me regarding this...hmm..now that give a feel-bad feeling.. [:() )......{All z well }

Days are gaining momentum like hell ... don't have a clue about things going on...January is almost to an end..have no idea what topics are going on in classes..i atleast hope my attendence is fine ..*no idea*...

here goes an end of another fablous day...no regrets!!!!!! k fells...have loads of fun....love u all..take loads of care!!!!!!!!! ALL Z WELL[this funda kind-of works :) ]

MASALAMA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

24th Jan '10

Ay fellas....evening evening...has been a long time that i have really written here something...not to mention special thanks goin out to the one and only SOFTWARE DEPT. ...hats off...*holy crap*...!!! Dont really think many of my readers are reading any of this shit now...my last update being on 19th of December...almost a month.....




Hmmm anywyaz..almost end of the first month of this year...this month had been pretty remarkable. It was my b’day afterall guys..had loads of fun..Partied out hard with friends..got millions of wishes..hehehehe..the first wish was from a dear friend Murtuza and the last wish from raghav ..he must have forgotten..somebody must have probably reminded him...lolz ..nevermind...many many many friends with whom i had not been in contact with almost a year had rang me up..a close friend forgot too...[L].... yep even got many gifts and blessings...missed my home badly...yep pretty badly.. [:S]..really wished if i was back home...the day jus flew of...!!!!



Its the first time in this year that i am actually up-2-date with my lab work [:D] *claps claps claps*.Been a pretty short day...the day just actually skipped by..hardly noticed the time...had many things goin onin my mind i guss....have a poster presentation coming up that i got to work on..really short of some good pictures...and missing my close buddy...shahi...she’s back home injoying her days..hehehe



k guys...gud nite...don’t actually know what to write..pretty long time na that i have tested out my writing skills...lolz...injoy u r dinner....Sionara...spread love..honey dreamz...cheerz..AL IZ WELL!!!!! And ya.. HAPPY REPUBLIC DAY in advance to all!!!



MASALAMA!!!!!



(p.s: murtuza thanx for everything buddy [J]...shahi get back...thanx for all the wishes and blessings guys)