Tuesday, September 14, 2010

Sometimes dying at once seems better then being killed every second...

Body ripped of its soul, walking all alone . A rose brutally murdered of its fragnance, this is just a part of what i feel right now...  got the bad news when i was at the peak of my enjoyment , my plans trashed all over gain. My happiness- Short Lived..... all the old thoughts ran through my brain giving me the sickest feeling i could ever have.Made some plans that were unplanned.....  Heared to my brain and neglected my heart.. My Heart said "STOP, ITS OK, TAKE IT LIGHT " but my brain said " NO U FOOLISH FOOLISH GIRL, U R PAYING FOR EVERY SINGLE DAY , U HAVE LOST 4 DAYS ALREADY , U BETTER DON LOSE ANYMORE".....and so the story goes.....................................hmmmmm......

Jus landed from an over-night flight , reached hostel , cried profusly for my foolishness . I thought maybe unpacking my things and listining to some music would make me feel better... but alas, it could not hold me longer.... baggage halve unpacked , mind disturbed , things unsorted...hmmmmmm

College has re-opened :( :(.... once again the Battle of Darwin has started... the fittest survives...