which is the most corrupt nation???

This happened way back when i was in 9th or 10th or something..times when maths was always an unsolved equation where 'x' will never be known, when geography was always about some kind of landscape and would usually dwell on what is it, why is it.. or the basic question Is it even there...

Coming back to the topic.. i hated civics and economics like hell, I kind of always had reasons to skip these classes ...but one day i forced myself for this particular classs....

Teacher : Which is the most corrupt nation students??

students ( in chorus) : INDIA..INDIA....IRAN...INDIA....AFRICA.....INDIA....

The teacher kind of gave a tough look to all of us and quitely scrapped the chalk on the board and wrote Somalia......hmmmmmm.....the entire class just broke out laughing....India was not even in the top 20... well not even in the top 50 ..it ranked 59 something....

corruption was  ranked by something called as CPI ( Corruption Perception Index) than ranged from 0-10... 

  0-Totally out of hand-highly corrupt 

 10 - safe hands, no corruption..

The CPI rank for India was i guess 3 . something..not that clear and for Somalia it was 2 . something...... Numerically it did not make a huge difference but rank wise yes it was a big deal....

Talking about today, corruption in India has gone way out of hands.. last year it had a CPI rate of 2.9, form 3 . something to 2.9...

There is no one to blame for it other then we people itself but what else should the public do... everyone just wants their work to be done in the shortest possible time and if money is making it done then its cool with everyone. No one looks at it at a broader aspect... u have work to be done - go to the respective department- submit papers - some black money - next day - WORK DONE.....

That particular day , i remember my teacher telling each one us clearly " U r the future of India , dont ever put u r hands in your pocket if u have to take out money that has to go under the table and form other persons black money................ " i suppose that moral was taken in that class and even left in that class....

Few months back my passport was with-held and i had to go home for some important reasons...they were ready for releasing it provided i filled their pockets.... what option i had left with??? To register a complain at the police station and wait for the police to look into the matter...it was pretty obvious the police would demand a huge amount again...i had to pay where ever i go.....

Colleges openly take black money in the form of donation..what are parents supposed to do about this..they need good studies for their children, and if the administration demands money , they pay the money... no other go....

It just does not seem to end anywhere....its like in every part of out lives..from the time we get up to the time we sleep...What is the soultion for this?????????

The " HOW R U" question....

Dad : How r u my girl???

Me : I am fine dad....

Dad : Howz things goin on u r side ??

Me : Arrgghhh...pretty bad dad...have been having fever for thepast two days , a bad cold and lods of work pending........

or probably my ans. would normally be something like i am fine dad just tired or something else...well this is wad i have been doin all these years when someone asks me HOW R U ??????

The thing that i am glad about is the fact that i am not the only one going around like this...i mean people normally answer to the HOW R U question as "ya , i am fine. How bout u???? " even if they are not , it has moreover became a habit to answer this question this way... ain't it....?????

Now when i think of my answers,i have almost started taking the questions seriously and have kind of noted that just the HOW R U question itself gives me more things to talk about rather then just getting stuck ..... :) ;)...kool with me....  :) :) :) :)

All cheers...take care...bye bye...

MA-AS-SALAMA..

*Save Energy*

ayoooo...

hey hey hey friendsssss... first and foremost - Ramadan kareem to everyone out there, yet an other month of ramadan has started and today is already the third day...as usual days are passing way beyond control and i seem to love it for the first time : D : D...  REASON : I am goin home this Eid...its like almost 5 years that have celebrated eid together with my bro and everyone at home... my bro had left for college when i was in 10th standard and then it just went on and then ot was me, 2 years back i left home and we all just lost the mere essence of celebrating festivals together..so here i go this time *InshAllah*... and bout ramadan...its goin gud..with exams in the between days are like flying :) :)...glad again....

some of the very important topics that were goin on in my mind midist my exms were..

 1) Lyrics of some Baseless songs..

 2) The HOW R U question!!!

 3) How to blow up my college...

 4) How do i flick the question papers from the university..

 5) How much quantity of coffee does my body need to  stay awake ( Result : Infinity , coffee can no longer help me... )

 6) And the MILLION DOLLOR QUESTION :  PASS / FAIL...

:) :) :) :) :)

Right now other then question no. 1 and no. 2 the other questions dont even exist.... : D...will let u guys know about it some time later.....

Right now signing of... Ma-As-Salama...... rake lods of care...spread tonnes of love..bye bye...gud night..

*save energy*

War of MIND and HEART.....

It's the war of the heart and mind,

the thoughts of mind , pains of heart,

they are inexpressible

known to none...

It's screams are silent,

heared by none.

But still they cry for someone,

To hear , To care, To understand..

The mind armed with memories and thoughts,

The heart armed with feelings and pain...

The heart beats with a sound, announcing the begin of a battle...

The mind fiddles back in its own memories, back-forcing the feelings aroused...

To make itself strong,

Those memories speak,those feelings sense...

Those days,those times,those hours,

seconds spent thinking.

Hours lost remembering.

Days gone regretting...

Bringing back timless feelings of

love and Care, Jealous and Envy , Hate and Madness...

Its the war of mind and heart,

known to none, how it hurts...

The memories of mind and pains of heart.

Supressing each other

The memories of tears and feelings of love.

Fighting each other over and over...

The faults of love, created memories

they hurt now..

Days that were once injoyed,

now ,never wanting to be remembered...

Waiting, time to just pass bye..

memories giving time to feelings to die..

Its just a matter of time,

how the feelings of once love,

now converted into carlessness, wanting to be ignored....

The love that was once pronounced,

is now not wanting to be noticed...

The battle WELL-FOUGHT, leaving

"MEMORIES ALWAYS TO PREVAIL" 

(p.s - my first and last poem i guess.... don kno what made me write this....had written it really really really long time back...eventually had even forgotten about it.... thanx to a friend of my , who during shifting of my things came across this piece of paper and encouraged me to write it down in my blog...
now since its my first poem , i bet it would be having a hell lots of mistakes.... :) :)...nevermind, i will definitely learn from them ;)...
Gud nyt world )

MA AS SALAMA.....

*SAVE ENRGY*

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O MY GOD................ its been like ages,centuries,decades,era's that i have been here lol...phew phew...have been pretty busy lately...stuff's have like got so onto my mind and see its the last  day of  June, the six month is to an end and it still semms that new year just went by ...hmph.....

Had visited Sri Ramachandra Medical College for a recent fest .. MIDAS...don know bout the culturals but the college was like simply awsome...i loved every corner of it...brilliant greenary....thats the only thing i could and wanted to see...it's an almost 25 years old college and i loved it..it even had a memorial , could not actually find out the name..hmmm... (p.s anyone from SRM-C, do let me kno :) )

The two day fest was a brilliant chill-out just before the exams...a good friend of my and fellow commentor just got the *Crowning Glory*  title for the ramp walk held... :),,,her treat is still left..lolzzz....

Examz are nearing and everything on earth has just got so intresting, even counting the holes on the wall and counting the number of ants eyeing my cadbury gets intresting :) :)....WOW.....lolzz....this is the peak time when even 19+ adults wish they had a genie to help them out or some kind of invisible gel to flick  of the question papers...or to have a 2GB memory card to fit up n their head.....lolz..... our imagination just gets wilder by the hour...hheheheheheeee

Cookies....almost time to get back to my last-night-abondened books... ITS FUN STUDYING :<  (com'on its the only way i can motivate myself ..lolz....)

Have a great day friends,..take lods of care..spread tonnes of love....
*SAVE ENERGY*
MA AS SALAMA ;)

"Coz i'll be der in the back of ur  mind...from the day we met to very last time....it'z jus to bad, u already had the best days,the best days of u r lifeee...." @ kellie Pickler.... : D

{p.s one of my ALL TIME FAVOURITE , itz been for months on my list and it still rocks .. anytime anywhere , itz always onnnn. Just thought to share :) }..

cheerz... Ma as Salama....

*SAVE ENERGY,  DO U R BIT : D*

Girls Take - Career or Love

Just after the evening attendence, a small gupshup with friends resulted in a heated disscussion about one of the  most discussed topic for fun actually.. the question WAD WOULD U CHOOSE B/W U R CAREER AND YOUR LOVE? (Note : This question was asked among gals )

I was randomly fired with bazokas when i actually answered  MY DREAM JOB... it has been my dream, my passion to become a Pilot since the age of 15, i have been so mad about them that  there has hardly been a day i have not thought about them.... and for me its like something more than life and so when this question was in front of me it obviously had to be my dream job but seeing the other side of it i wont be having my love by myside and then wad would i do with my job... wads the use of all the happiness when i dont have any one to share it with.... but oppurtunity does not come always and when it comes u better grab it...once u kick it and  then u just get kicked for the rest of ur entire entire entire life.....

when asked the same question to a group friends of my .. 90% - Love , 10 % - Dream Job :( :(.. lolz... wow the world is growing a fonder place..people have actually started loving ..hehehehehee.. am glad for such people from the deepest part of my heart but what would the guys choose if they were given a choice b/w their dream job  and their love of their life..... i wonder if they would choose their love..afterall job is also an important part to survive, u cant just survive on love....wadever it is i guess i would still stick around with MY DREAM JOB... : D : D....

what says guys out there? what would be u r choice ??

 (p.s its just a simple question..a plain simple question , no if's and but's...just the answer.

Its just all in the game..no hard feeling )

keep smiling..have tonnes of fun..take lods of care.. spread love...gud nite.... Ma As Salaama...

SAVE ENERGY

Back to somewhere.....

elo guyss.. finally back to this where i am made to belong for the next 3 more years..hmmmph...packed up my things and wraped up my holidays to get back at college till my next holidays which may probably be in august if luck favours......... 

had the moments of my life back home ... landed in chennai at around 2:30am reached hostel by 4 somethng and the first good good news - my warden is on leave. Cherry on cake ,the substitue warden had left this place forever and forever and forever ..... lolzzzz...

Was somewhere kind of glad,just a little, to see my colg after 20 days around. The cyclone Laila was pretty  successful in destroying some parts of our college but but but it was not strong enough to move the college lolz....i wished i got up one day and find that a sweet cyclone called XXX had displaced our college massively ..hehehehehe..

on a serious note , as usual have tonnes of work pending and millions of xms coming up , so so so so will not be able to update my blog that reguarly :(..will miss this place big time but in the mean while will try to give my best for my coming exams ( my dad was pretty clear on this point , i am my daady's gal u c) ...

so friends,my best pals, my humble hearts till next time have loads of fun , take tonnes of care and spread kilos of love ;)... wish me luck..take care..addios...

  

and ya had recently attended some arabic classes back home and found out that its not MASALAM its actually Ma- As-Salaama..

so here i go MA AS SALAAMA :) KEEP SMILING..

*SAVE ENERGY PLSSSS...*

Time to collect my memories...

hey world..hmmm...actually it almost time tht i get into bed buutttttttt ...don know why still wide wide awake..have no important work goin on either..the entire house is almost spooky with every one already fast asleep. Had actually been trying to get some time for myself and i guess now is it.... : D

Thinking of the past few days, life has given me every reason to smile for,every reason to live . Two weeks of my wondeful vacations are almost to the end...days just passed by in a blink of a eye ..don wanna leave this place. Gone through all my photographs that were taken once upon a time..longed for that time to come back...though i did not meet many of my friends,realized that i need my own space somewhere, somewhere i can be me..where i dont have to care for others........

Almost 1:30 am over her...spoke with a close friend of my and having a bowl of some kind of pumpkin sweet that mom made specially for me (will miss her dishes dearly) :(...not tired nywayz just trying to kill time... hmm...weekend finally, have some kind of ouitng plans for tomorrow and i am very much sure that it would work out coz its my mom and dad who planned it and not me..lol...

fine friends..love u all..take loads of care...have tones of fun...happy weekend....take care..gud nyt..bye bye..

*SAVE ENERGY, u would not regret one day *....

MASALAMA

Passing by the primate area one day,a zoo attender happens to notice a chimpanzee sitting on a rock with an open book in either hands, looking first at one and then at the another.

Upon closer examination he identifies the book as :The Bible and Darwin's "Origin of Species". Curious, he asks the chimp- "whats with the books?"

The chimp replies "I'm trying to decide wheather I'm my brothers keeper or my keepers brother...